3.50am

It is now 3.50am..... Why the hell am I still up at such unearthly hours on a Saturday morning?

I don't know, Sleep malfunction.. Happens to people right? Cept for mine it seems to be hardcoded into my mind. Some times I fear the night. I dread the fact that when people is sleeping I am still up. On nights like these, I fear the next day. I end up looking like an extra on the set of Resident Evil. On the better days, I look like Ozzy Osbourne

Me after a night with sleep malfunction


Me after a night without sleep malfunction


Fear, everyone has their own. Just like the criminals in Gotham fearing Batman, Superman fearing Kryptonite, Erwin fearing peas.

I do have my fears as well. I fear horror movies (yes laugh it up you suckers). I fear dentist. I fear the haunted house(that's another story to be told another time) I still fear the bitch in Kindergarden that bullied me on the school bus. Her name is Ma Ling Ling and she wears socks with red and white stripes. 她妈的。

We live in fear one way or the other. But one thing I will never fear is death. We all live to die somehow. So whats there to fear about something that is eminent?

Time now is 4.24am. I am still not yawning. Well guess its a good time to see the sun rise.

Btw to those reading... Tell me, what do you fear?